Sad Times

All I ever wanted in life was to play it out without a doubt but instead im blinded by fear wanting to disappear so it can be made clear,
I've tried so hard I've tried my best an gave it my all but now there's nothing left.
You had stolen my heart making me think id played my part but now im left in the dark,
Now instead out of the blue it got tore in two, so now im sittin with my head in my hands not knowing what to do.
Now im left divided by decisions, burned by the fire, but confused by the world and tempted with desire, I'm living in the present with my mind set on the future and the past not knowing who or what I'll lose, not knowing how long I'll last or what I needa be lasting in my time on this god forsaken world.