Last Thursday

Everything feels like yesterday,
Was I awake all night again or did I just sleep the whole day?

Days no longer exist for me.
Day one is forgotten, my memory is fading rapidly.
I never wanted to forget.

If I don not remember what I said, did I really say it?
Can I trust you to remind me?

Would you rather let yourself forget or live with your mistakes?
I know which one I would have picked.

Sometimes I'm worried I really did.