Jealous girl

• Belinda Davey, Grade 12
• Poetry
• 2004

I was thinking of your past,
My heart is now beating fast.
Seeing you with her makes my heart drop low,
All of a sudden I fear you're letting go.

We're suppose to open up a new door for a new life,
But we must close the old ones behind.
My head is full of thoughts of both of you,
Im distracted so easily, thinking of what to do.

Im scared that one day it'll happen,
You'll realise what you're missing out on.
I still show everyone our love is pure,
But on the inside Im scared and unsure.

You may not see it but i'm really hurt,
And everytime I see her, I get a mean smirk.
To me it seems she rocks your world,
But everyopne sees me as a jealous girl.