I Deserve To Become The One You Likes

• Carson Chan, Grade 10
• Poetry
• 2022

I educated that nobody is oblivious without being the best
Being mournful and grieving is a circumstance to existing strive
I experienced what the word "harsh" really meant.
You ruined my confidence in your scream
Having the blossom of youth should be a pleasure
Then why do I feel the bile of desolation to my desire
I remained scarred and bruised in my fragile pain
I completed despair that I will never be you, I will be better than you
I appeared to become shine and flare
You can’t underneath my rebel and destroy me with the judge
I don’t want to be familiar or strange
I just want to be me without any bury and fake confidence
I will façade the peak and trough
Even getting judged and deprecated
I know I am aspiration and ambitious
I deserve to become the one you likes