A Bit Of Fun

I sit alone up in my room
headphones in my ears
I’m curled up in a little ball
trying to blink back tears

as the lyrics wash over me
I let some more tears flow
and I think about all the time
I should have just said “no”

All the little games we played
I thought they were ok
but then you started to scare me
and you wouldn’t go away

you told me they were normal
and I was the odd one out
and that no-one would believe me
if I told them what they were about

everyday I felt so dirty
like something was wrong with me
and each time you came to my room
I hoped someone would walk by and see

I’m never going to forgive you
for everything you’ve done
even though you still claim it was
“Just a bit of fun”