Pain , Sorrow , Guilt

• Nicki Karnilowicz, Grade 8
• Short Story
• 2009

screaming , yelling , gun shoot
me screaminc crying watching the black dark figure run away . i run over to him . i neal down next to him .his eyes flutter open just before he takes his last breath . " i love you and always will , look after urself babe " . his last words run threw my head over and over again . pain , sorrow , and greif take over me i hug him tight . blood soaking threw my clothes . but i dont care .sirens , flashes of blue and red . ambulances my brain regesters . shouting behind me . i vaguly rember mum puling me back wraping a warm blanket around me . but here i am back to reality . im inthe bathroom its cold im in my best dress and shoes the gun pressing against my head . thinking about him dieing was a bad idea . i new commiting suicide was not the answer to my sorrow , pain and problems but i wanted to join him there , heaven . as i finaly pull the trigger i think about him , bradley . ill see you soon bradley honey i think . total blackness .