Violet
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Lily Arbuckle, Grade 12
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Poetry
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2020
i remember my mother; her shaky straw hats and flimsy white dresses made of the sea
and benign sky
well-trodden soles ambled the length of Gilbert Jetty
i did not know shoulders could be so sharp, nor elbows; so freckled, bronzed in the fading light
my mother’s raspy joints - children clambering across
her body: me and agnes and bailey and maxine! and drew (he too young to remember)
i remember tall glasses of lemonade sweating on the verandah, cold to the core
there were echoes of the beauty she had once been (deep blue eyes, a face of perfect symmetry)
but she was too thin, and looked unclean
oft-times, my mother compared happiness to snowflakes: an act of possession which instantly gives way
to nothing