You And Her
I see you with her and I know
That's who you wish I could be
You want a girl like her
A girl who's popular
And confident
And pretty
And perfect
And doesn't have my issues.
I know you like her, don't try to hide it
After all it's crystal clear
And I don't know why I'm still here
I don't understand why I put myself through this
I can't even comprehend why I play your little game.
I act like it's all cool
And I don't let you see
Just what it is you are doing to me,
I don't let you see the pain
I don't tell you why I'm hurting,
I can't even look you in the eyes any more.
Maybe I don't want this to be another failed attempt
Maybe I've got to attached
Maybe, possibly I've been stupid enough to allow vulnerability
Maybe I just don't know.
All I do know is I'm done
Not with you
Not with us
But with me
And everyone else
And life
I'm just over it.